slowly learning about myself

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Well things are slowly reaching a higher level of sanity. If that even makes sense. Life is becoming a lot less complicated and it feels good. I really can't wait for tomorrow because I have a photoshoot with Angela...It's going to be amazing, my very first shoot! I will be posting the pictures up tomorrow right when I get them. Hopefully I get them tomorrow that is.

It's so weird not focusing on relationships and actually just focusing on myself and MY goals rather then chasing boys all the time. I've learned a lot about myself the past few weeks that before, I really couldn't have known. I really couldn't even explain what it is I'm learning besides that I know I'm becoming a happier person not only to myself but to people around me. I really feel like a better person. Now don't get me wrong, I have my days still where I feel down and want to break but I'm doing my best to keep myself sane.

Anyways, I am moving on with the thought that everything is going as planned. I'm gonna wear my lucky panties tomorrow so I'll be good! Hahahaha.